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i know i haven’t posted in awhile

i guess i’m just really burned out about everything - again.

work has been crazy.

i’m starting to think some of my friendships are fading away and it’s time to let them go.

my office set a corp. membership up at a gym 2 blocks from my office. (it’s especially nice cause they’re paying half!) probably 1/3 of us joined, and i think i’m going to start taking all my frustrations out on stacks of weights… and the treadmill. we all get 3 “starter” sessions w/ a personal trainer, and *minor panic* part of the first one was getting on a scale (along w/ blood pressure and BMI checks, and setting some goals). mine had an interesting result… see, i’ve had this “i’d KILL to get down to (#)” supposed perfect weight in my head since i dropped most of the weight 5 1/2 years ago or so. well, as of that appt, i’m a whopping one pound over it. now if i can only drop a good extra 5-10 pounds, one more size, and pack on some muscle at the same time…

*sigh* it’s always something with me. lol