you’d think i’d learn…
March 16, 2005really, you would. 
see, i’m apparently only useful to some people when other people or their so-called “friends” turn their backs on them. that when things appear to be better or back to “normal” (whatever that is), i’ll get how wonderful their life suddenly is again rubbed in my face - intentionally or not - and my very existence becomes completely nonexistent to them. but when things go bad again? *poof* OMG… it’s a miracle… i suddenly exist again!
is my only purpose in life to be a friggin doormat and a sounding board when things aren’t going so well for everyone? 
sure seems like it.
on an unrelated note, there’s quite a bit i’ve wanted to post on here lately but i can’t - for reasons indirectly related to my job, people i know, or that i flat-out don’t have the guts to. some days i don’t know why i bother with my site at all. i really don’t.
6 Responses to “you’d think i’d learn…”
Fair weather friends suck.
By Drew on Mar 16, 2005
yea..ya should look into not being one drew!
By Jared on Mar 17, 2005
jared - nope, this post doesn’t apply to drew in the slightest.
By kelley on Mar 18, 2005
the way things go I was sure it applied to me or him one….i guess I was wrong on the one…so ok, i take that back…maybe I shoudl learn how to be a friend…or maybe one day I wont exist to have to worry about it…hopefully soon
By Jared on Mar 21, 2005
did i do something? honestly, if i did, IT WAS UNINTENTIONAL…:sad: and i’m sorry it seems like i don’t care…that’s not it at all. quite the contrary.
By mel on Apr 19, 2005
i know how you hate it when i get paranoid like that and think i caused everything…but i just gotta know…..:-/
By mel on Apr 20, 2005