gerber daisies
November 5, 2004well, i came home from work wednesday night and found a vase of gerber daisies on my desk! they match the poster on my wall quite well. 
they’re from my mom - so at least someone appreciates the time i spent setting up the computer’s new hard drive.
other than that, nothing remotely positive seems to be going on. i am so freaking sick of people telling me something in IM, and then other places online basically lead me to believe that what they said doesn’t matter - other things are going on that are a heck of a lot more important and i’m back to being worthless. (yes, this relates to my last LJ entry.) woo hoo, happy early birthday to me - wonder if i should find a cliff to jump off? </sarcasm>
i think i’m gonna cut back on IM for awhile… maybe if i’m not so “accessible” for now, things will change. really, i doubt it though. i should have seen this coming. 
3 Responses to “gerber daisies”
I hate being so available, yet no one wants to talk to me. But, whatever they are, I hope you feel better and sort things out. :heart:
By Shmazzy on Nov 5, 2004
I really don’t agree with your tactics….running away by staying off IM isn’t the way to go…but what do i know i’m a stupid southerner…
By jared on Nov 6, 2004
jared, i’m not doing this for reasons like before. honestly, i’ve been having quite severe unexplained headaches lately. (i mean, i even had my grandpa do pressure-point stuff on my hand during my and his birthday dinner last night to try to get rid of one… i’m trying everything) i don’t know if it’s stress related somehow or what… so i’m trying to cut back on EVERYTHING possible that could be causing it. that’s all.
By kelley on Nov 6, 2004