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i didn’t THINK i was completely clueless…

i’ve never had a class (@ DU at least) that i feel as absolutely stupid in as i do this term. homework takes me so long to get done so it works right… i swear, i suspect it’s the reason why i’m so psycho-depressed lately (i don’t know how else to describe my mood). :-/ i’m mentally talking myself into not caring about my grade in there lately - i swear, i’m gonna commit irreversible GPA-suicide quick if i don’t straighten out soon! oh, and i’m sure in the process i’ll manage to drive away 95% of my friends for good as well, like usual. and please don’t comment and say i’m overreacting. none of you see/talk to me on a regular basis (i can’t determine if that’s a good thing or not… some one way, some the other) to where you could notice how bad this is bugging me here - i’m very good at covering it up!

so with this all (some of you know what comes next)… the internet banishment begins yet again until i don’t feel like everything’s outta control! e-mail me (or call if you have access to my schedule and i should be home) you need to reach me. thankya!

*edit: i’ve come up with a plan so i’ll get more free time for homework or whatever a week - however it starts next week…. so my self-imposed ‘net banishment has the potential to be until my b-day, 11-7.